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Monday, 16 March 2009

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    Something to Say
    By Matthew West
    The Motions
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    The Motions




    This might hurt, it's not safe

    But I know that I've gotta make a change
    I don't care if I break,
    At least I'll be feeling something
    'Cause just okay is not enough
    Help me fight through the nothingness of life

    Matthew West- The Motions



        
         I hear songs like this, and it makes me wish I was a song writer, You just can't put it any better. This is the story of my life right now. I'll be honest, I started slacking off, taking the easy street, sticking to my comfort zone, not rocking the boat, going through the motions. (my English professor would be proud of all those descriptions ) And that first verse of Matthew West song says it all. It might hurt, it's not the safest thing to do, but I know I gotta change. And I'm pretty sure one of the most awesome things, is when you kick that "nothingness" feeling out the door and replace it with a passion for God.

         I do wish I had some great photos to update xanga with, after all they do say a good picture is worth a thousand hits, but your gonna have to put up with reading. Right now life consists of college, working part time, and ordinary weekends. I do declare this the longest winter ever, I'm very ready for summer. Although I'm not quite sure how exactly I'm planning on spending it. If you think about it, pray for me on that one, I'm in need of some writing on the wall. Till I upate again I am hoping for a nice tan, baseball season, thunderstoms, and swimming ... you can't beat summertime


Friday, 13 February 2009

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    Looked down from a broken sky
    Traced out by the city lights
    My world from a mile high
    Best seat in the house tonight
    Touched down on the cold black top
    Hold on for the sudden stop
    Breath in the familiar shock
    Of confusion and chaos
    All those people going somewhere,
    Why have I never cared?

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    Give me your eyes for just one second
    Give me your eyes so I can see
    Everything that I keep missing
    Give me your love for humanity
    Give me your arms for the broken hearted
    Ones that are far beyond my reach.
    Give me your heart for the ones forgotten
    Give me your eyes so I can see
    Yeah
    Yeah

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    Step out on a busy street
    See a girl and our eyes meet
    Does her best to smile at me
    To hide what's underneath
    There's a man just to her right
    Black suit and a bright red tie
    Too ashamed to tell his wife
    He's out of work
    He's buying time
    All those people going somewhere
    Why have I never cared?

    Sol  

    I've Been there a million times
    A couple of million eyes
    Just moving past me by
    I swear I never thought that I was wrong
    Well I want a second glance
    So give me a second chance
    To see the way you see the people all along

    Brandon Heath

     

    So often I lose my eternal perspective, I keep falling back into my own little world. My problems, my life, the little world I have created, never outside of my comfort zone. And I always struggle to find my way back to truly caring for those outside my world. And  then I gotta stop and say, God give me your eyes, lets look past my life, my self-centeredness, and see why I have stopped caring? And then I gotta give God back the reigns.

     

    Love thy neighbour as yourself, but choose your neighborhood ~ Louise Beal

    ( sad but so true eh?)

Monday, 12 January 2009

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    The Treasure Principle Bible Study: Unlocking the Secret of Joyful Giving
    By Randy Alcorn, Brian Smith
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    Hey Pilgrims, Travel Light

    Finally Vacation time's here and your at the airport, standing in line,  all while trying to maneuver two suitcases to many. Wondering why in the world you went and borrowed your suitcases from a friend, just because they were a little bigger then yours. And of course you still filled them over weight, so you threw some of that heavy stuff into your carry on. I mean you know your sister would kill you,  if you arrived minus those oreo cookies she was craving.

    And right like that adding insult to your injury, There goes your pilot and flight attendant walking past with a speed any power walker would be proud of,  pulling their little carry ons behind them.  You stand their watching with an impolite stare, dropped jaw and all, just checking to see if your pilot looks like he can fly an airplane. 

    Isn't that right like life? We always carry all this extra "baggage" around, I mean why wouldn't your truck's battery, and left-hand blinker, not go out at the same time? And of course you gotta swing in and grab an energy drink on the way home from the garage. Oh and lets not forget that your antivirus is about to expire on your computer.

    Materialism, thats one word that says so much about life in America. And for the past year I've found myself fighting it, willing myself not to become a part of it. And let me tell you thats hard, very hard for me.Yeah I still have that key-chain collection I started when I was seven.

    I just read Randy Alcorn's book The Treasure Principle, and figured out that I've been doing it all wrong, not that saving is bad, but it ends up leaving me feel hopeless and a little angry about my money problems. He had a statement that made me decide to redefine a word ... giving

    Giving - The Antidote to Materialism

     This is something I'm going to try and live out in some practical ways, and no I'm not going to give you a loan!

Tuesday, 09 December 2008

  • I can't believe it's not butter

     It's hard for me to believe its been one year since I returned from IGO, and it's got me to thinking about all those goals I set for when I would return home. Just looking back and seeing where i've grown, and where growing still need to happen, right now the latter seems like a much larger list. So Here I sit, re-writing some of my goals, looking at the past, evaluting my growth, and totally excited about what God's going to do with my future.

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    Man, what I would do to see some of these kids again, but yet so often I don't take the time to touch the lives right around me.  Everywhere I look, there are people in need. Did you ever get that overwhelmed feeling, so many things to do yet so little time! Man I wish i was a cat, with 9 lives. Wait ... I take that back.

    Saw on the news yesterday, that the Hajj 2008 is in full swing, and I had to look back to last year and remember seeing all the people in the airport dressed in white and ready for their trip! Has anyone in the past year told them that Jesus is more than a mere phrophet?

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    Thats my life right now, setting my goals, looking ahead, I can't wait to see what God's gonna do with my future! Ya is scary but there are so many differant paths that it could take, which one is it going to be? And looking at the past helps me realize that God's in total control. So I'm warning you 2009 look out, cause Ted is coming through! Have a great week, and i'll leave ya'll with a qoute.

    "Let us so live that when we come to die, even the undertaker will be sorry." - Mark Twain

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